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Aplomb Squad
06:34
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There ain’t no doubt anymore: it’s a violent world
Where the first man to find the body gets the gold
And the second’s hauled away to jail
And you might find that you can’t go on anymore
Too afraid to step outside lest a fool break bad
Now in the heart of the crowded capitals
People can watch each other’s backs
But while you may trust in trust, the betrayed have seen it fail
Whether out in the wider world or behind a fence
You might have lost the only assurance you ever had, oh
Ready for some good news?
All you’ve got to do is call Aplomb Squad
Warriors and protectors so no one will ever hurt you any more
They don’t look too tough
Yet great power is concealed inside Aplomb Squad
As they go about their necessary trade
Helping you achieve what destiny forbade
Tracking down your biggest problem
And injecting UPR into its core
Meet Mrs. Counsell, a rising star who studied
Under not one, but two mighty gurus
Surnamed Rogers ’round about ’83
Her associate, Dr. Don, to Earth
Is the mastermind who drives their beat-up van
Lieutenant Champion handles security
Old Man Frost sees to the gear
An accountant, the PR girl, and an intern to make the tea
Drawn together to serve their common cause
Of freeing, healing, and empowering everybody they can
So if you’re in big trouble, never hesitate to call Aplomb Squad
Every case is different and important to the ones who really care
They don’t make a big splash
Yet no dive is too deep for Aplomb Squad
As they slowly build a better place to live
Taking back the planet from those who won’t give
Introducing new solutions
Calming down a species addicted to despair
Scheduling your appointment will be easy
And the magic power really works, believe me
But only if you do what must be done
Because the hard work’s really yours
Oh, there’s a rumor going ’round that you’ll only be talking
Well, was the first ascent of Denali only walking?
This prison’s burning down so find the doors
It’s true: the antidote to low-down fighting seems bizarre
And, at first sight, laughably out of touch
With the hard facts of “dog-eat-dog and the rest can starve”
I guess it depends on whether you prefer
To wallow along with the dumb beasts of the field
You see, it only seems that way because we’re trained
From birth to respond to force whereas
It’s cool blue reason that stops life from being hard
Add awareness, empathy, self-defense
Of the kind that scares mad away and you will be healed
Oh, ready for some good news?
You can volunteer to join Aplomb Squad
Warriors and protectors
Keeping bullies from tormenting gentler souls
Underneath the soft smile
Super strength’s the secret of Aplomb Squad
Let the sufferers who are willing be released
And the rest can hoard their misery in peace
While our precious spherical spaceship
Forges on with healthy minds at the controls
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My best friend doesn’t share this body I am in
And there ain’t no way we’ll ever see eye-to-eye on everything
Or synchronize the way we think
She could draw you places I have never been
It happens so fast
Turn around and your dreams have moved out
And shacked up with the past
What a shame to waste one day
Some people throw them all away
So I hope that you are more discerning
And spend at least some time willfully learning
Amazing, helpful, easy lessons too cool to call life hacks
That you would not have known if you hadn’t asked
That’s why questions are better than answers
Trailheads more precious than roads
They who wonder alone have the power
To find out what nobody knows
Guessing wrong is a part of discovery
Being sure only holds one surprise
And questions can never be platitudes, slogans, or lies
Now and then you come across a door with no way in
And there ain’t no way you’ll ever figure out the missing link
There’s no guarantee everything the brain can hook
Can always be reeled in
Why are we here?
Why are the laws of nature such as they appear?
What happens when we sleep?
How much of life do the dying keep?
Will all of this make any difference of any cosmic significance?
Is value necessarily tied to the long run, or is here and now
More important than how it shapes the next billion years?
Well, happily questions are better than answers
Some truth bombs must stay in the sky
There’s a good chance we can’t learn the whole game
And likely will never know why
One struggle is worth a thousand victories
The essence of all that we are
Is growing without growing out of it
Being without being limited
That is why questions are better than answers
Trailheads more precious than roads
They who wonder alone have the power
To find out what nobody knows
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I was just driving down the road and I saw this mysterious sign
It said you could go straight to hell
So I took that road and it was quite a load
But I can tell you it was quite amazing
Torture devices, zombie uprises
But ask yourself it could be much worse
While there isn’t much of a curse
Nobody can steal from your purse because you don’t have it
While there isn’t much of a curse
Nobody can steal from your purse
Because you’re going to throw a fit
Remember not to hit
’Cause you’re going to love this last bit in hell
You can go straight to hell, you can go straight to hell
You can go straight to the pits of hell
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Tarantula Death
02:09
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Hopeless Romantic
04:40
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One last chore at one last soiree; if only all I had to do was play
Yet I will make it through – oh, how they love to be in the room
While the newest virtuoso charms the dullest gang in Paris
Yes, a freak who tends the pianoforte
My passion is real, the commitment to my dream
Their applause, I feel, would be the same for clams with cream
Now I adore my work, it’s true
But how I loathe the circus which buys my bread
Have we really come so far from being servants of the nobles
And the Church? When will the artist gain esteem?
Fear is overwhelmed by hunger; yes, and greed
Desire for recognition, that homeliest human need
There is rage piled upon lust, frustration stirred with pain
Contempt for fools, the sudden rush of love
Which leads to fear again
Some don’t mind the endless dry parade
Let them live long in search of accolade
If I can make it through this night, lock me away in some room
Where the outward-looking empty social climbers cannot go
And a piano beckons calmly to be played
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Lavos
02:31
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Organic Mood Compressor
04:33
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There are two kinds of wrong: there’s one for reason and facts
And one for people who assume that they’re right
You’d figure the real kind would carry more weight
But its publicist is subtle and quiet
If you’ve ever heard authority screaming in your ear
Connected to a bug in your brain
Then the OMC is overruled by a subroutine
That evolved to keep us partially sane
When the dumps get you down it can pick you up
Better than a doctor whose name I forget
And when you’re boiling over manic, it can lower the gain
Once you learn to use your soft reset
If you’re head over heels or your love is a lie
Then compressing your mood is the key
I know of Turtle Tracks, shopping bags, little blue pills
Before you try all of that, try and leave it to the OMC
It’s twenty trillion miles to the second nearest star
An inch behind your eyes – that’s where true powers are
Be still, my aching heart; let me catch my bated breath
Emotions are a part of life and maybe death
There are two kinds of wrong: the one that fixes the truth
And the noise that you can safely ignore
There are three kinds of problems: impossible, easy
And those you faced around age four
If you’re burning your bridges or drowning your sorrow
You’re doing the natural thing
There is definitely more than one nature
And no coping mechanism is king
Remember OMC, with some practice, can be
One more tool in the kit than can simplify your suffering
How do they do it? Tell us, what’s the secret way?
Control’s a lot like poker – you’d best observe before you play
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That One Fan
01:53
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I like the one you wrote about the cowboy
She had it coming – totally agree with you there
And I really like the one where you make fun
Of the woke-ass commie kids
Some came to the show; by God, how dumb can you be?
To misinterpret all the clues you leave cleverly hidden away
You’re so right: crooning for the heavily armed
And I really like the way you bring it on
Different strokes and freedom sure do sound good
The guitar is hot and girls like to dance
To the beat of that one song
But I have to admit sometimes you don’t quite say
What you must mean to
Nobody’s perfect so at those times I just kind of tune out
While they misinterpret all the clues
You leave cleverly hidden away
Don’t it feel good singing to the winning team
And I really like the way you bring it on
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Christmas Snow
02:05
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Uncle Perry
04:31
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Big Bill had raised up four grown sons
When the trouble really began
That was the best way to put it
Before the invention of the electric fan
Each boy carved a home out of the hills
Found an old plow and brand new bride
Three at the edge of Kentucky
And Perry over on the Virginia side
Now state lines never meant anything
To the folks along Sugar Run
Except that spring of 1861
The call to arms seduced more men
Than a million siren clones
Four minutes into Manassas
Promising futures were nothing but bones
Naturally, a man’s opinion counted
But something else counted more:
A line drawn through the woods
By a tax collector decades before
Bill Jr., Bishop and Henry wound up scattered and wearing blue
And Uncle Perry, he signed up with you-know-who
Little Bill fought at Mill Springs and saw Zollicoffer fall
Henry besieged a fort with his name
And he must have seen it all
Bishop barely made it out of Richmond on two feet
And come October, all four brothers finally got to meet
Uncle Perry laughed when he saw the sign and said
“I believe I will
Have to have my picture taken at Perryville”
Buell had 55,000 untrained kids to conduct his affairs
Bragg, just 16.8 but each of his worth two or three of theirs
Both sides got whipped and nobody won
Though all of them lost some friends
The Confederates carried the field
Then had to turn tail to save their skins
On a day when your chance of taking a ball
Was a hair above one in five
Somehow all four Moneys made it through alive
Things calmed down for Bishop and Little Bill all through ’63
Henry helped capture Morgan while back east
Meade couldn’t nail down Lee
By the fortunes of war
Young Perry was stationed a few miles from his home
From the Cumberland Gap
It felt like he could hold off the Union all alone
He told his buddies “We’ll never be overrun” and he was right
In September they surrendered to Burnside without a fight
Nine long months laid up in Camp Douglas
One rung up from Andersonville
Would take its toll on anyone
Even a mountain boy trained to kill
One morning a half-drunk major
Pitched a deal to the boys in grey
“You can join us and shoot down Sioux out west
Unless you’d prefer to stay”
Uncle Perry stared down at his uniform
Managed to coax out a single tear
And said “Nebraska’s got to beat the daylights out of here”
Now Big Bill’s unforgiven; if you’ve seen that picture, you know
Henry rests at Artemus up on a ridge in a neat little row
Bishop’s folks are doing all right
Bill Junior’s baby leads straight to me
And you can read Dee Brown’s fine book
On the Galvanized Yankee
But when he reached his post
The youngest brother deserted with a horse and a grin
And nobody ever caught Uncle Perry again
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Tower of Zot
01:42
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Surely You Wonder
03:45
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So let’s pretend you are four or five;
It should be simple and once was true
You are a force, no less smart or alive
Now tell me, what do you do?
By which means do you pass your day?
What are you thinking while you play?
Distractions do not hold enough sway
To block out the real and new
Surely you wonder about nearly everything before your eyes
Surely you wonder as does every child your size
The dream is over, welcome back to Earth
Perhaps you are 30 or 50 now
Such as it is and for what it’s worth
You’re part of a bigger world now
Did growing up feel like you thought it would?
If so, man, you must have really had it good
Would you make different choices if you could?
Are you pleased with how it’s going to turn out?
Surely you wonder, in a moment of darkness, what went wrong?
Surely you wonder if life’s been a ripoff all along
The planet spins, sticking to one path
It literally doesn’t have a choice
The evening sky’s still a bit too vast to fill with one lonely voice
There’s no denying something’s changed
Did the world get worse or was it just your brain?
You can pay good money to hear it explained
But most of that’s only noise
Surely you wonder even if only for a minute or two
Tell me you wonder and I’ll say
How I’ve been thinking this stuff through
And I believe it’s our twisted culture that’s damaging you
Is this really the level best grown-up children can do?
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Fextonia Hawesville, Kentucky
Founded in 1996 amid the hills of southeastern Kentucky, Fextonia quickly evolved from a high school jam band into a songwriters' convention and continues to record original albums.
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